Stand Alone lyrics - 360

Keep

Your eyes on me

Keep

Your eyes on me

Keep

Your eyes on me

Keep

Your eyes on me

Othello on the beat

I was just gonna go in and just do typical bars and shit like that, but it felt, like, I haven't dropped anything for so long, so I had to do this verse, okay

360 is officially back again

Honestly, I hate that

It makes me feel embarrassed

How many times in life am I gonna have to say that?

So I get it if everybody is questionin'

I guess the lesson is nothing is ever definite

'Stead of feeling pathetic and hoping that you will get it

I'm needing you all to know that I'm really putting some effort in

Last year, spent four months away

Had a ball but never felt more fucking pain

It was all such a maze, they taught me how to walk unafraid

Never thought that I would talk unashamed

The people, never met some more loving mates

But classic, man, I always go and force love away

I thought it'd be all fun and games

I got out with Melbourne lockdown like a fourth Hunger Games

I'm doing better now, know and be aware

That the next part is something that I wrote while I was there

Lonely, I was scared, feeling hopeless for the fact

I'd go from living the dream and then go to being there

[?] hospital telling me it'll make or break me

I'm saying, "Maybe it's the breaks that make me"

All these paranoid thoughts, man, it made me crazy

I was literally thinking that all my mates all hate me

Had to work through the issues that I was facing daily

As I was fade away I was doubting there's any way to save me

Ain't religious at all, I used to detest it

But I'm so desperate that it's even got me praying lately

Lost friends who I thought gave a fuck about me

Know my vices, openly doing drugs around me

What that feels like made me realise

The only ones that'll understand me's my fucking family

I gotta keep going, yo, I ain't finished yet

Can't believe that I'm dealing with all the shit again

Cutting ties with another one of my biggest friends

Now I get the meaning of with you until the bitter end

If you're discontent, you need to go and fix it then

Or else a bitter friend will be turning into your biggest threat

You can tell somebody's true intentions

When people are giving you attention, they can't help but interject

There's more to life than fame and being a big success

You pissed off 'cause I haven't made you better yet?

I helped you grow into a king and yet

Instead of rolling with it you focus on what you didn't get

Like your deserving of this shit instead

I'm only tolerating a certain level of disrespect

We both carried the world on our shoulders

I put my in my palms while yours turned into a chip instead

My psychologist made an observation

I don't just hate it, I'm afraid of confrontation

Lettin' shit slide 'cause I hate the complication

Never nip it in the [?] conversation

Gave an ultimatum, I can't believe that I tolerated

It's my fault, how many times am I gonna take it?

Held for ransom for shit I couldn't afford

But it was more for the fact that I couldn't afford not to pay it

For me to fight though is so rare

I'm laidback and carefree but it doesn't mean that I don't care

Any conflict I prefer to not go there

When I fucking snap it's like it's coming from nowhere

I was naive thinkin' that you're a friend of mine

But you were naive thinkin' I wouldn't ever find

Out that you were stealing while I was living a messy life

Like I'd never notice 'cause I was too busy getting blind (Othello on the beat)

Now I get it why you'd never mind

Then you'd try something so offensive I couldn't even let it slide

Made me choose between you and my family

[?] that choice and I'm choosing family every time

How it's something I regret

Got an email asking if we'd be comfortable as friends

Fuck no, how you thinkin' we'd be wonderful again?

Bitch, you stole from me, what the fuck did you expect?

Now I'm glad that we're coming to an end

Always gave you nothing but respect

Use the greet people with open arms but the trust in me is wrecked

'Cause of you there is nothing but a fence, I'm lucky I'm not dead

All these voices stuck up in my head

Drank so many spirits so no wonder I'm possessed

'Stead of jumping off the edge, I was stumbling and beggin'

For you to lend me a hand, but you'd encourage me instead

It's like life is chewing me out

I'm sorry that that's become what all my music's about

Fighting every day to get back to my usual self

I'm still alive, what the fuck am I doing in hell?

With that said, I've been out of line a lot

Broke a girl's heart, it shattered mind to watch

She deserves happiness

In order to be havin' it she really needs to have what I am not

Sick of sabotagin' jobs

Sick of being unhappy, but more sick of actin' like I'm not

Thought I could see the beauty in this life

Displaying my ugliness like it's a beautiful disguise

Such a wreck, spent weeks in my fucking bed

And I'm still feeling like I've underslept

I gotta give it everything, nothing less

Please know that I'll keep going until there's nothing left

Keep (Woo)

Your eyes on me

Keep (Shit gets the blood pumping, you know?)

Your eyes on me (Hectic shit, haha)

Keep

Your eyes on me

Keep

Your eyes on me

Othello on the beat